“Mercy” (A Prayer from Jessica Lemmons)

I’ve been at a loss for words since the horrific school shooting in Florida, unable to enter the darkness for fear of losing myself. Thankfully, the prayer “Mercy” found its way to me; it’s from the blog “Not a Starving Artist Girl” by Jessica Lemmons (shared here by permission). I warn you, these are not easy words.

For the child who went to school and will never come home: we mourn.

For the mother who stares at the bed that didn’t get made that morning, who must now plan it’s occupant’s funeral: we mourn.

For the father who would give anything to catch his daughter sneaking out the window one more time: we mourn.

For the little brothers and sisters who now have to navigate this terrifying world without their idol to blaze the way for them: we mourn.

For the older siblings who now must exist without the first child they helped raise: we mourn.

For the dog who keeps looking out the front window at 4:15, waiting for his human: we mourn.

For the teacher who took the bullet and still lost their students: we mourn.

For the teacher who was out sick and now feels that they sent a substitute to die in their stead: we mourn.

For the girl who will never again hug her first love: we mourn.

For the boy who just lost the one friend he’d come out to: we mourn.

For the choir director who is forever missing their singers: we mourn.

For the cafeteria worker who remembers each day why she doesn’t need to prepare that serving of gluten free food anymore: we mourn.

For the young artist who can’t use red paint without smelling the blood: we mourn.

For the Columbine survivor who prayed they’d never have to mentor in this way: we mourn.

For the survivor who lives in a world where live tweeting a massacre is possible: we mourn.

For the children who will never again enjoy fireworks: we mourn.

For the grandparent who scours the internet for bullet-proof backpacks: we mourn.

For the new teacher wondering if they’re ready to lay down their life for children they haven’t met yet: we mourn.

For the student teachers now changing their major because they’re afraid the answer is “no”: we mourn.

For the mother who weeps in the morning drop off line: we mourn.

For the father who stares at the picture on his desk and prays his kid isn’t next (because he knows there will be a next): we mourn.

For the first grader who knows what to do in an active shooter situation: we mourn.

For the nation that has made all of this a necessity: we weep.

For a gun lobby that has prioritized sales over children at school: we rage.

For a congress that offers empty condolences as they accept NRA donations: we rise up.

For a government that remains silent as we cry out for them to do something: we vote.

For a president who reminded us of the “very fine people on both sides”: time’s up.



(from Jessica Lemmon, “Mercy” on “Not a Starving Artist Girl”)

Glenn Pemberton is a minister turned professor turned writer. After serving churches in Texas and Colorado, Glenn completed a Ph.D. (Old Testament). He then taught at Oklahoma Christian University before coming to Abilene Christian University in 2005, retiring as professor emeritus in 2017 due to a severe chronic pain. Glenn now spends his time writing for the church. Along with short essays he has published four books, including The God who Saves: An Introduction to the Message of the Old Testament (2015), and Hurting with God: Learning to Lament with the Psalms (2012). Glenn and his wife Dana continue to live in Abilene, Texas.

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